If..

..yea, if I had the guts, I'll be dead by now..
Why wont you understand?
I'm treating you like shit?
Gawd!! I need my own friends, dear.
Haven't you realized that we get annoyed at each other over lil stuff?
Don't you think it's weird that this is all happening?

*

*

*

...?

It's 6.48am

Listenin to Beyonce - Irreplaceable.
Mood - No idea. It swings every few minutes. I'm sleepy now. That means I'll get irritated easily. [and there might b a few typo errors. Sorry.]

Okay, I fell asleep again. Just opened my eyes few seconds ago.
Sigh~! I wanna sleep. God knows how am I gonna go through today's classes.
=C

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours.

It's 4.27am.

I was stonnin and fell asleep an hour ago.
Now, I am wide awake.
Thanks to the WWII videos.
*interesting*

MCB.

Ooh.

It hass been days since I last blogged.

C=

Anyway, nothing much happened.
Just hangin and chillin out with the guys while doin homework at the same time.
LOLLOLLOL!!
Unbelievable, I know.
It has been Rack lately, not AC.
Almost every night now.
Not foosin but doin homework.
Okay, there are foosin a lil here and there.

=)

Gone cc for few times.
TD, CS, Racin..
Blah..

*toodles*

PS - Thanks for treatin me as a guy, Ming! CB!!!

=C

You don't know how much I miss you when we part..

How much I wished for to be there with you..

rather than here with someone else.

Sigh.

Good times passes so quickly..
..I miss you..
ALREADY

*

Eventhough I see you every single day.

...

19 Jan 2007

This day was pretty fun with friends.
Went college in the morning.
Went Racks to foos after classes.
Drank tequila cuz Kelv wanted to drink.
I went with whole full bottle and came back empty.
Went for a movie, Kung Fu Mahjong 3.
I was stonnin there all the time cuz I have no idea wth are they playing.

Night,
Went pasar malam with Onny.
Bought lots of food!!
I was being a pig that day.
=)
I ate laksa in Pyramid about 5 sumthin and I ate laksa again at 8 sumtin.
[I miss Penang laksa, that's all.]
Went AC after that. Foos till God knows what time.
Came home, I slept like a PIG!! =)
I was tired okay. So, shh!!

*smiles*

College has been nothing but

..fun..

Lecturers? The best tutor ever.
They're fun. T ell me, how many students actually get all their tutors to have fun in the class?

=)

Freaked Out.

I'm never gonna wait alone for Onny at D'Pastry again!!

..and I suck in Counter Strike and Racings..

Dinner.

All I had for dinner was 4 medium spicy taiwan sausage and a few pieces of Kjeldjen's Butter Cookies.

I did say those sausages was frigginly spicy!

Even I, myself [who loves spicyness] almost cried.

But, it was delish!!

And. And.

The cookies.

Oooh!! The best butter cookies I have ever tasted.

It's delicious!!

Even the 8 months old baby wanted to snatch it from me.

[and cried when I didn't allow her to have it.]
*whistles* lalalala

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*

*

talking about food, I didn't eat lunch today.

I was supposed to.

Ordered mushroom soup but it didn't arrive.

30mins later, my friends asked the waiter about it.

he says: apa? mushroom soup? apa? mushroom soup? har? garlic bread?

cb.

15 mins later, an Indian waiter came.
he says: sorry, our mushroom soup's finished. would you like to change your order?

I was obviously pissed but I said no, POLITELY.

=)

10 mins later, the 1st retarded waiter came back.
He says: sorry kak, mushroom soup habis.

and I replied "it's okay".

Gah!
I ended up shivering in class.
What's worst, the air conditioning was friggin cold.
And ooh, it was raining!!

=l

BABI!

Btw,

..I am trying my best to cope with all the business subjects..

It's not as easy as it seems.
But, it is FUN!!
-okbyez-

=l

I miss all foosball kakis in TCHT!!
Come back fast from training!!
T.T
I miss you guys alot!!

2nd Week.

Okay.

So far, this course has been great.

My class is male dominant, so it's no surprise to see me hanging out with them.

Its my second week and I have not yet taken my photo for student i.d.

Whoops.

My bad.

=)

Gah.

BB6 is complicated

.

and

.

it makes me blur

=S

PS: my nails turned blue today, in class. =)

Btw..

*

..did I mention that my class has only 2 pure Chinese locals..?
Yea, it's true.
.
There're 8 of us.
.3 Koreans
.1 Scottish Chinese [M'sian]
.1 Thai Chinese [M'sian]

.1Sri Lankan
.2 Pure Chinese [M'sian]
.
and..
The whole UWE batch includin Acc & Finance's grp,
only 3 smokes; that includes me.
.
2 guys; Adam [BAAF] and Kelvin [BABA]
1 girl; u know my name. =)

.

and..
there aren't any Malay or Indian locals.
*

First day.

Hmm. My first day wasn't so bad. =)
Everyone in class was friendly, and they are all friendlier than Tourism students from TCHT.
Well, the classes were okay eventhough I got lost at the start.
Only the 3rd day of the first sem and phew!! Assignments, homeworks, essays, presentations..
*sweat*
I was like "OMG!! You have presentations already..?" -.-"
Anyway, went lunch with Tyki in AC, met with some of her friends from main campus.
Walked over to TUCSJ cuz AC's electricity went off.
Sat and chit chat till about 2.45pm, walked bck to TBS and bck to class.
I was sleepy but surprisingly, my eyes weren't shuttin at all. =D

*shrugs*

Sigh~! It's my last holiday today..
Classes starts tomoro. Argh..
But, hey. It's gna be fun!! Meeting new friends and learnin new shit.
Lalalala.
No high hopes. Like one of the students from TBS quoted: Limited choices.
Lol.

PS: Baby, m totally kiddin. I love you! Hehe.

I am loving it.

Yes, I am.
I am loving it more and more.
I meant this blog.
Btw, those posts in multiply, it's originally from here, blogspot.
=)

One more day, baby. One more day.

Ooh. Tonite's my last nite tht I can stay out till 4-5am in the mornin.
College's starting on Monday. =)
[it's weird that I can't actually wait to go college when I hate that buildin so friggin much]
Lalala. One more day. Just one more, then m off to studyin again.
Weehee!! I have been lazing around okay. =S

Converse!!

Yes. I wanna get another one!!
and yes, I will get another one.
C=

I am spoiled.
A definite spoiled brat.
..Lalalala..
Ooh. M loving it.

=)

Friendster friends.

Oohlala.
I just noticed that my friendster friends list has reached..
444
ooh. what a nice number.

=)

Everything was so easy..

Reminisce; lookin at her,

dancing and admiring herself in the public,
in front of the cctv,

enjoyin every moment,

while waitin for her mommy to pay for the books..
ahh*
life was so easy back then when we were all kids.
was about to laugh at myself lookin at the lil girl,

dancin away with her lil bro..

they have no worries, nothing important to think about..

how i wish, time did stop there..
but then again, what is life all about if the time just stops there..?

yes, there are plenty of decisions to be made.

it is hard to decide that sometimes we make mistakes.

but making mistakes are part of growin up..

and growin up is a part of life.

we are only human..

..a human that's still not wise enough to make the right decision for certain things..

*smiles*

Stonnin in Starbucks,
slowly sippin a perfect cup of coffee made by baby,
while remembering all the sweet memoirs with friends and onny.
Ooh. What a blissful moment.

=)

Gone. All gone.

Sigh~!
My puppies are all gone.. T.T
One's dead. One went Ampang, one went Klang, the other 2? No idea.
But I do know all of em' are in good hands now. =)
Spotty, m sorry. Ur life spent on earth was only a day.. =S

Define love. Define friendship. Define true love. Define true friends.

Anyone? Anyone at all. Do define..

Happiness.

She found the perfect dose of sugar,
Now, her life's a perfect cuppa coffee.
*sweet.tasty.delish*

Friends and Lovers. durin "after exam" drinkin session, Christmas Eve, Langkawi and New Year's Eve.

Drinking session at The Sanctuary, The Curve on 15th Dec 2006.
Here's pussy edmund, onny and IAzlin and half drunk Edmund pussy.
Marie Ann and Azlin. [I guess Azlin was pretty drunk as well.]
Ooh. Okay. He's drunk. Azlin humpin Nick. Kesian..
and here's Joon Kit, stonning while drinking. Looks like ur high on drugs instead of alcohol weih. And sorry for spillin coke on ya!! =)

Christmas Eve.
@ Edmund's house, waiting for Azlin after Onny's car broke down. *swt*
@ Chandelier 24th Dec 2006-25th Dec 2006.
Azlin and his Jack Daniel. This? He's not drunk. Just high.

Joon Kit and his sticks. He might be high and a lil tipsy. =)

Flamin Lamborghini for Azlin and gf, Jaime.

Langkawi Trip 28th - 30th Dec. 1st day in Langkawi and look at the amount of fags belongin to only 4 people. [this, doesn't include does in our bags.]


Nick stonner.


My "duty free" man, Onny.

Poor us. Our rented van broke down while we were on the way to Chenang Beach arnd 11sumtin pm. Minutes before Onny and Jaime's bday.

Don't they just look like illegal immigrants? Especially Edmund and Nick with their face facin down. Lol. Well, some passerby[s] thought the girls were "on duty" and the policemen thought we were illegal immigrants/being kidnapped. Cuz we were all sittin in a group [the girls] and the guys were surroundin us.

Surprisinly, there were soo many good helpful locals there willin to help us. Unlike here, bck in KL and probably Penang or any part of Malaysia..

Bday boi and his gf, me. =)

Bday girl, Jaime and her man, Azlin. The "seven" couple.

On the ferry back to Kuala Perlis on 30th Dec. Ooh. The wind was friggin strong. I was soo scared I mite drop my hp. =S

New Year's Eve @ Finnegan's.
Got the hat from Sasha. =)

Edmund pussy's gf, Mei Theng and I.

Ooh. Lovey dovey. =)

Cool wannabe[s]. Lallalalala.

I am still waiting for more photos from Marie, Mei Theng and Jaime. =)

Hot survey.

Do you think you are pretty?
> think I'm okay.

Do you see yourself as hot?
> no. =)

Describe yourself in one word.
> playful.

Who was the first person to call you
beautiful?
> first? probably my parents.

You look like…?
> Me.

Which part of your body do you like best?
> ooh. I love my eyes. =)

Beach or Gym?
> preferably, gym.

When did you last hit the gym?
> Last month.

When did you last hit the beach?
> Last month. 29th Dec, Langkawi.

Bikinis?
> Yea, wht's up with that?

How many bikinis are in your closet
right now?
> 3. =)

String bikinis, bandeaus or halter bikini?
> lol. noidea. seriously.

Tie-side bottom or plain?
> depends.

Girly girl or sporty?
> it comes along with my mood. I can go both.

Spaghetti straps or halter tops?
> who cares. It doesn't matter. Not a fashionist.

Which is hotter: Black or white?
> black attracts me. White makes me a lil chubby. and I like tht.

Which do you prefer: Minis or jeans?
> both.

Heels or flats?
> Heels.

Rubbers or flip flops?
> flip flops

Do you wear a ring?
> yep.

Do you wear a necklace?
> nah. not these days.

Do you wear a bracelet?
> nope.

Any piercings?
> yep.

Which do you prefer: pony tail or loose?
> depends.

Do you have a long or short hair?
> Long and wavy.

Do you wear a nail polish right now?
> nope.

Do you love make-up?
> only eye liner and lipgloss.

Make-up brand?
> Don't care.

Lipstick or lip gloss?
> gloss

You feel beautiful/hot when…?
> I feel beautiful and hot.

How long do you take a bath?
> pretty long.

Skin regimen?
> normal stuff

sleeping pattern?
> lots.

How often do you go to the salon?
> hardly.

How often do you shop?
> when there're cash and something that attracts me alot.

You shop for…?
> stuff tht attracts me.

Designer items or bugis ones?
> it's not what you wear. it's how you wear it.

high profile?
> nah, low profile =)

Are you single or attached?
> attached

To whom?
> Onny.

Which guys are hotter: Basketball or
soccer players?
> neither.

Chinese, Eurasians or Indians?
> Not a racist.

Aggressive-ah bengs (rebel) or gentleman
type?
> Gentlemen.

Singer or dancer?
> both was past.

Silent or goofy ones?
> not too silent or goofy.

Any admirers?
> you tell me.

Summer flings?
> nah.

Who do you think is the hottest thing on
earth?
> Hot stuff.

You’d love to switch places with…?
> no one. =)

Who passed this to you?
> it's a copied and pasted.

You think she’s hot?
> sabrina? yea, she's hot and adorable.

Honestly: who’s hotter, you or her?
> both. everyone's hot in their own ways.

Now pass this on to the person who you
think is hotter than you. Who’d you pass
it to?
> i'll pass this to the SUN. she's
flaminggggg HOTT!

Survey #3

1. DO YOU KNOW SOMEONE CALLED BEN?
x. yea. college friend.

2. WHO CALLED YOU LAST?
x. dad.

3. IS ANYONE PISSING YOU OFF?
x. nope.

4. WHAT IS THE LAST GIFT YOU RECEiVED?
x. can't remember. =)

5. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
x. td background sounds.

6. ONE UNUSUAL OBJECT ON YOUR DESK?
x. no idea.

7. WHAT'S YOUR PHONE AREA CODE?
x. +603

8. DO YOU SHOP AT BHS?
x.uh.wht?

9. HAVE YOU BEEN ON "FRIDAY NIGHT WITH
JONATHAN ROSS"?
x. who the heck is he?

10. WHAT WAS THE LAST WORD U SWORE &
WHEN?
x. cibai. earlier, while foosing.

11. WHAT COLOUR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
x. black.

12. WHAT COUNTRY DO YOU LIVE IN?
x. malaysia

13. NAME 1 FOOTBALL TEAM THAT WEARS
BLUE?
x. chelsea

14. WHAT IS THE LAST SONG LINED UP IN
UR MEDIA PLAYER?
x. unfaithful - rihanna

15. WHAT ARE YOUR GRAND PARENTS NAMES?
x. that's for my family and ppl tht matters to know.

16. NAME 1 CHARACTER FROM UR FAVOURITE
TV SHOW?
x. Eva Longoria

17. LAST CAR YOU WERE IN?
x. cute lil mini couper.

18. XBOX360, PS3, OR WII?
x. blah. whatever..

19. DO YOU LIKE LILY ALLEN?
x. no.

20. LOOK OVER YOUR LEFT SHOULDER, WHAT
DO YOU SEE?
x. my man. and the guys.

21. FAVOURITE GOTHIC ROCK BAND?
x. uh. no idea.

22. WHHERE DID YOU GET THIS FROM?
x. joey -pf-

23. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TONIGHT?
x. probably gonna foos or follow the guys to cc or sleep.

24. WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO AFTER THIS?
x. sleep

25. MSN NAME?
x.michelle

26. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THE
FUTURE?
x. nothing.

27. YOUR MYSPACE NAME?
x. nykki. got to fake it.

28. FAV MUSICAL INSTRUMENT?
x. electric guitar and drums. - eventhough I dont play em'-

29. DOOR NUMBER?
x. 444

30. FAV MUSIC INSTRUMENT BRAND
x. yamaha

31. YOUR DREAM CAR
x. toyota celica. I somehow still love this car. A LOT!!

Billy Mack - Christmas is all around

030107

Supposed to start college today but there were some complications btw TCHT and TBS.
And yes, I know TBS sucks. Stop reminding me about it!!
Anyway, am in FTZ now. Again. Just finish foosing and eating.
The guys are playing TD as usual while I blog and edit some stuff.
Can't view my blog at home. Argh. Darn internet. B'uh!!

OM-effin-G

It's 5am and the guys are still td-ing in FTZ!!
Leave! Leave! Leave! Okay, at least the BF should teman me outside and smoke.

*sweat*
I got to go college tomorrow weih!!!
ARGH!!

Toilet.

Lol.
FTZ's toilet's lovely.
It's a CC okay.
Not easy to find one as nice as FTZ's.
It's so much nicer and cleaner than Pyramid's.
Lololol. Okay, I am bored.
-.-

4 years old drummer.

OMFG!! He's friggin adorable!! I want him!! Lol. *drools*

Avril - Keep Holdin On

020107

She..

-is in Starbucks, Midvalley.
-is depriving for water BUT she needs to pee. -A G A I N!!
-is waiting for the BF.
-is gonna walk out of Starbucks to smoke soon cuz her ass is hurtin already.

Dead broke.

Goodness!!
It has been a drinking week for last month.
Didn't even realized how much we all drank till we talked about it again.
It was fun, fun, fun!!
Okay, yes it was fun. But Orgy and I are dead broke now!!
*sweat*
Drank on 15th, 24th, 28th, 29th and 31st Dec.
Lallallalala. It was after exam, christmas eve, new year's eve and please don't tell me that you don't drink when u're in Langkawi.
That's total bullshit!! The alcohol were all frigginly cheap, cheap, cheap!!!
I bought like so many of those lil lil bottles of alcohol and a huge bottle of Absolut Kurant and ooh..Kampai Blackcurrant. *lovely*

Coming up.

Photos of "after exam" drinkin session, Christmas eve, Langkawi and New Year's eve will be rite up.
Please be patience.
=)

What could be worst?

I am in need to pee but I am too lazy to pack up my laptop.

[I am in Starbucks, Midvalley -.-]
I am in need for water [water's just next to me] but I need to pee.